doubting Thomas

Believe!

“Let not your hearts be troubled. Believe in God; believe also in me. 2 In my Father's house are many rooms. If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? 3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also. 4 And you know the way to where I am going.” 5 Thomas said to him, “Lord, we do not know where you are going. How can we know the way?” 6 Jesus said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. 7 If you had known me, you would have known my Father also. From now on you do know him and have seen him.”

8 Philip said to him, “Lord, show us the Father, and it is enough for us.” 9 Jesus said to him, “Have I been with you so long, and you still do not know me, Philip? Whoever has seen me has seen the Father. How can you say, ‘Show us the Father’? 10 Do you not believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me? The words that I say to you I do not speak on my own authority, but the Father who dwells in me does his works. 11 Believe me that I am in the Father and the Father is in me, or else believe on account of the works themselves.

12 “Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever believes in me will also do the works that I do; and greater works than these will he do, because I am going to the Father. 13 Whatever you ask in my name, this I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. 14 If you ask me anything in my name, I will do it.” – John 14:1-14 ESV

The immediate context of these verses is the upper room in Jerusalem, where Jesus had just celebrated His last Passover Feast with His disciples. During the meal, Jesus shocked the disciples by washing their feet, a task reserved for household servants. In a display of mock humility, Peter tried to prevent Jesus from washing his feet, but Jesus informed Peter, “If I do not wash you, you have no share with me” (John 13:8 ESV). This prompted Peter to demand that Jesus wash his head and hands as well.

This strange exchange was followed by Jesus’ announcement that one of them would betray Him and that Peter would deny Him three times before the morning dawned. All of this troubling news was accompanied by Jesus’ confusing and disturbing pronouncement, “Little children, yet a little while I am with you. You will seek me, and just as I said to the Jews, so now I also say to you, ‘Where I am going you cannot come’” (John 13:33 ESV). Yet, the very next words out of His mouth seem out of place and contradictory.

“Let not your hearts be troubled. Believe in God; believe also in me.” – John 14:1 ESV

Everyone in the room that night was troubled, including Jesus (John 13:21). Jesus’ mind was filled with knowledge about all that would occur in the hours ahead. He had been aware of Judas’ betrayal. He knew that Peter, one of the members of His inner circle, would end up denying any knowledge of Him. He knew His disciples would all desert Him in His hour of greatest need. The crowds that had eagerly flocked to watch Him perform signs and wonders would abandon Him. And He was fully aware that the hours ahead would be filled with humiliation, insufferable pain, and the agony of the cross.

But what about the disciples? They were unaware of most of these details, but they were still reeling from all that Jesus had just told them. They were disturbed by the news that one of them would betray Him. But even when Judas left the upper room, they remained unsure as to what he was about to do. Yet their hearts were troubled because they knew something ominous was about to happen. They just couldn’t put their finger on what it was.

When Jesus announced His imminent departure, He added the disconcerting news that they would not be joining Him. After three years of constant companionship with them, He would abandon them. Yet He told them, “Don’t let your hearts be troubled.”

Peter must have taken this statement particularly hard. He had just been outed as the one who would deny Jesus. How was he supposed to be untroubled by this news? And was Jesus’ statement about belief aimed at him? Was Jesus insinuating that Peter lacked faith?

In His compassionate and caring way, Jesus attempted to encourage His dismayed and discouraged disciples. He knew they were struggling and, as the Good Shepherd, He cared deeply about their physical and spiritual well-being. His love for them was a primary factor behind His pending death for them.

“I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd sacrifices his life for the sheep.” – John 10:11 NLT

“There is no greater love than to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.” – John 15:13 NLT

But in their greatest moment of confusion and consternation, Jesus encouraged them to believe. The darkness was closing in, but He remained the light of the world. While everything around them looked bleak and foreboding, He remained the same. He was still “the Christ, the Son of the living God” just as Peter had confessed Him to be (Matthew 16:16). He was still “the Messiah,” just as Andrew had announced to Peter three years earlier (John 1:43). And He was still “the Son of God” and “the King of Israel” as Nathanael had proclaimed (John 1:49).

But now, they were beginning to get a glimpse into His true mission. He had not come to set them free from Roman rule. His advent as the Son of God was not to set up His Kingdom on earth. He had come to offer His life as a ransom for many (Matthew 20:28), and the time had come for Him to fulfill His God-ordained mission.

There was so much they didn’t know or understand. But it is not as if Jesus had kept them in the dark about His future. In fact, Matthew records that immediately after Peter made His public confession that Jesus was “the Messiah, the Son of the living God” (Matthew 16:16 NLT), Jesus “began to tell his disciples plainly that it was necessary for him to go to Jerusalem, and that he would suffer many terrible things at the hands of the elders, the leading priests, and the teachers of religious law. He would be killed, but on the third day he would be raised from the dead” (Matthew 16:21 NLT).

And yet, the very same man who had boldly confessed Jesus to be the Messiah pulled Him aside and rebuked Him.

“Heaven forbid, Lord,” he said. “This will never happen to you!” – Matthew 16:22 NLT

Jesus’ plain words concerning His death left Peter stunned and appalled. It was not what he expected or wanted. It didn’t fit into his concept of the Messiah, so he simply rejected it. This was not the last time Jesus shared news of what would happen. Even as they had made their way to Jerusalem before His triumphal entry into the city, Jesus reiterated to His disciples all that was about to happen.

“Listen,” he said, “we’re going up to Jerusalem, where the Son of Man will be betrayed to the leading priests and the teachers of religious law. They will sentence him to die. Then they will hand him over to the Romans to be mocked, flogged with a whip, and crucified. But on the third day he will be raised from the dead.” – Matthew 20:18-19 NLT

He couldn’t have made it clearer. But they refused to accept what He had to say because His words were not what they wanted to hear. It is interesting to note that, immediately after Jesus made this announcement to His disciples, John’s own mother approached Jesus with a rather presumptuous request on behalf of John and his brother, James.

“In your Kingdom, please let my two sons sit in places of honor next to you, one on your right and the other on your left.” – Matthew 20:21 NLT

She obviously expected Jesus to set up an earthly kingdom and was hoping to convince Him to award her two sons with places of prominence in His administration. But Jesus informed her and her two sons who were standing right beside her, “You don’t know what you are asking! Are you able to drink from the bitter cup of suffering I am about to drink?” (Matthew 20:22 NLT). 

They had the timeline all wrong. They had been expecting a Messiah who would come as a conquering King. But Jesus had come to play the part of the suffering servant. Once again, Jesus made this aspect of His earthly ministry quite clear.

When the other 10 disciples had gotten wind of what the mother of James and John had done, they were furious. They all shared an expectation that they would play major roles in Jesus’ coming kingdom. But Jesus had news for them.

“You know that the rulers in this world lord it over their people, and officials flaunt their authority over those under them. But among you it will be different. Whoever wants to be a leader among you must be your servant, and whoever wants to be first among you must become your slave. For even the Son of Man came not to be served but to serve others and to give his life as a ransom for many.” – Matthew 20:25-28 NLT

Jesus had come to earth so that He could hang on a cross, not sit on a throne. He had taken on human flesh so that He might bear a crown of thorns, not one made of gold and precious stones. His incarnation had been so that He might suffer the humiliation of crucifixion, not the joy of His own inauguration as king. That time would come, but it would not be now.

Jesus wanted His disciples to know that they could still trust Him. Despite all that was happening around them, they could take Him at His word as the Son of God. And while much of what they had heard Him say had been less-than-encouraging, He wanted them to know there was good news. This dark cloud had a silver lining.

“In my Father’s house are many rooms. If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also.” – John 14:2-3 ESV

Yes, Jesus would be leaving them, but for a very good reason. He would return to His Father’s side where He would begin preparations for the day when they would each join Him. When the time was right, He would return for His own.

Like so many of Jesus’ other statements, this one flew right over the heads of His disciples. It would only be after Jesus had died, resurrected, and returned to heaven, that the disciples would put all the pieces together and understand the significance of His words. With the coming of the Holy Spirit at Pentecost, John and the other 10 disciples received a divine capacity to comprehend all that Jesus had said and done in their three years with Him. For the first time, it all began to make sense.

But on that night in the upper room, when Jesus insinuated that they knew where He was going, Thomas confessed, “Lord, we do not know where you are going. How can we know the way?” (John 14:5 ESV). He was confused and concerned. How would they find Jesus if they didn’t know where He was going?

Then Jesus dropped the bombshell that destroyed all their preconceived notions concerning righteousness, salvation, forgiveness, and justification before God.

“I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” – John 14:6 ESV

He boldly and unequivocally proclaimed Himself to be the one and only source of access to God. And the pathway to the Father would pass through the shadow of the cross. Jesus assured His disciples that it was their ongoing belief in Him that would provide them with a permanent relationship with God. Verse seven might better be translated, “If you have known me, you will know my Father too” (John 14:7 NET). Since they have known Jesus, they most certainly have known and seen God. It was their belief in Jesus as the Son of God that made possible their access to and relationship with God. So, when Thomas had said they didn’t know the way, Jesus assured them He was wrong. They knew Him, and that was all they needed to know.

Continuing to believe in Jesus when they could no longer see Him would be essential to their ongoing faith journey. Once Jesus returned to the Father, their world would look markedly different. Their Rabbi, mentor, and friend would be gone, and their long-awaited Messiah would no longer be there to instruct and encourage them. The Kingdom they had expected would be spiritual rather than physical. There would be no victory over Rome. Instead, they would witness the unveiling of Jesus’ victory over sin and death as they spread the good news to the four corners of the earth.

After His resurrection, Jesus made many appearances to His disciples, but Thomas was never around when these events took place. So, he remained doubtful and even said, “Unless I see in his hands the mark of the nails, and place my finger into the mark of the nails, and place my hand into his side, I will never believe” (John 20:25 ESV). Despite the testimonies of his friends, Thomas remained doubtful about Jesus’ resurrection. So, when Thomas was given the privilege of seeing Jesus alive and well for the first time, he was shocked by what he saw. But he was equally stunned by what Jesus said.

“Put your finger here, and see my hands; and put out your hand, and place it in my side. Do not disbelieve, but believe.” – John 20:27 ESV

Blown away by this experience, Thomas could only say, “My Lord and my God!” (John 20:28 ESV). He believed and expressed that belief by declaring Jesus’ divinity. Suddenly, all that Jesus had said about Himself made sense to Thomas. Seeing his dead friend alive and well produced a renewed sense of belief and a revitalized faith in the future. Yet, Jesus responded to Thomas’ declaration with a gentle rebuke.

Jesus said to him, “Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.” – John 20:29 ESV

Once Jesus returned to His Father’s side in heaven, there would be no more happy reunions and physical displays of His presence. That is why Jesus said, “Where I am going you cannot come” (John 13:33 ESV). But He added the promise of His return and the restoration of their relationship with Him.

“When everything is ready, I will come and get you, so that you will always be with me where I am.” – John 14:3 NLT

Belief in His promised return is vital to living faithfully in His absence. That is why the apostle Peter stressed the need to focus on the future and to fix our eyes on the day when Jesus will return, and we will see Him face to face.

So be truly glad. There is wonderful joy ahead, even though you must endure many trials for a little while. These trials will show that your faith is genuine. It is being tested as fire tests and purifies gold—though your faith is far more precious than mere gold. So when your faith remains strong through many trials, it will bring you much praise and glory and honor on the day when Jesus Christ is revealed to the whole world.

You love him even though you have never seen him. Though you do not see him now, you trust him; and you rejoice with a glorious, inexpressible joy. The reward for trusting him will be the salvation of your souls. – 1 Peter 1:6-9 NLT

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